Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 4:01 AM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
A sudden rush to the head, blood runs from the heart to the brain.
I feel as if the weight of the world has been lifted, or has it?
I don't know, I need to be strong yet so weak.
What is it I lack, what is it that I need.
A series of ups and downs, is that all there is to life?
I awoke today realizing that I am not, a saint.
Neither nor am I all that I am, I am but another shadow.
Rising to the occasion, leaving nothing but a sound in the head.
Nothing remains but the tip of the glass, where I sip my gold.
Where art thou heart?
Where art thou mind?
I am lost, in-between being human and being all that I can be.
As I lay here, I ponder upon the possibilities to living.
Who am I?
Who are you?
Who are they?
As I end my days, and you end yours.
Everyone starts to dream, and we all dream of a better life.
What if there was nothing better?
What then?
Then we lay down..
In one single moment..
We ponder who, what, when, why, how.
Are we dead yet?
Or are we even alive?
Nobody knows.
Are you dead?
Or are you alive?
Are you really living?
Or are you really dying?
amin.
Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 8:10 PM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
'86 Team.
win, lose or draw.
it doesn't matter.
i know many Kopites want us to finish fourth.
but honestly, i hope we don't.
let's just focus on EPL shall we?
champions league or not, no EPL club is going to emulate our 5 CL cups.
none.
with the likes of Barcelona, no EPL team will be able to do so.
not anytime soon.
so i hope we end up fifth or sixth or seventh.
TOP 10, but bottom half of the 10 at least.
that way, we can concentrate on EPL next season.
buy one big name player, like Silva.
and get Arda Turan here and keep Torres and Gerrard.
we also need a left back, don't have to be a big name player.
below 10million will be nice.
with hope in my heart, i believe we will make it some day.
on a side note, i started a new blog.
a book blog, called ACQUAINTING PATIENCE.
comment on it please, thanks.
each chapter will be released every 1 or 2 weeks.
i will inform when it is updated.
the book blog will simply be about, acquainting patience.
hopefully it works out.
amin.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 11:02 PM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
"There's never been a true war that wasn't fought between two sets of people who were certain they were in the right. The really dangerous people believe they are doing whatever they are doing solely and only because it is without question the right thing to do. And that is what makes them dangerous."
Mr. Wednesday to Shadow, in Ch. 9 of the book American Gods.
-Neil Gaiman.
it's them we have to look out for,
it's them who we have to fear.
it's them we have to care for,
it's them who has no love.
it's them we have to watch our for,
it's them who we have to kill.
it's them we have to lose sleep for,
it's them who has no heart.
good times will never pass,
good times will never come.
for all we know,
death is right around the corner.
for all we know,
life is just another project.
for we might be the subjects,
when we die we know.
all i had, all i have.
all i gave, all i take.
amin.
Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 1:46 AM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
"That which hath made them drunk hath made me bold,
What hath quenched them hath given me fire."
- William Shakespeare's Macbeth
For which we seek, we might not know.
For which we know, we might not seek.
I long for an armistice, with the heart that wages war.
I long for a depletion, of the existence of such mockery.
We are all born equal, you and I.
You have a pair of hands, as do I.
And with a pair of hands, you and I.
We spread our wonders, we build up towers.
I topple tower after tower, hoping to find.
Hoping to find....
Enough hope.
Enough light.
What we all think we lack.
Is what we all had always.
What I know I lack.
I just have to make do.
I won't bring the dead back to life.
"Though I go alone, like a lonely dragon....."
William Shakespeare's Coriolanus.
on a side note, i love dragons.
the most majestic and intelligent creatures.
get me one for my birthday thank you! :D
amin.
Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 10:38 PM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
one day, i will be a wanderer.
seeing each every wonder of the world.
that's all i am, that's all i will ever be.
for sure.
amin.
