Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 4:01 AM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
A sudden rush to the head, blood runs from the heart to the brain.
I feel as if the weight of the world has been lifted, or has it?
I don't know, I need to be strong yet so weak.
What is it I lack, what is it that I need.
A series of ups and downs, is that all there is to life?
I awoke today realizing that I am not, a saint.
Neither nor am I all that I am, I am but another shadow.
Rising to the occasion, leaving nothing but a sound in the head.
Nothing remains but the tip of the glass, where I sip my gold.
Where art thou heart?
Where art thou mind?
I am lost, in-between being human and being all that I can be.
As I lay here, I ponder upon the possibilities to living.
Who am I?
Who are you?
Who are they?
As I end my days, and you end yours.
Everyone starts to dream, and we all dream of a better life.
What if there was nothing better?
What then?
Then we lay down..
In one single moment..
We ponder who, what, when, why, how.
Are we dead yet?
Or are we even alive?
Nobody knows.
Are you dead?
Or are you alive?
Are you really living?
Or are you really dying?
amin.
