Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
you are alive, even if you're not breathing.
you are everywhere, that my feet bring me to.
you are watching, every little move i make.
may it be wrong, may it be right.
i am sorry, but you have been my beacon.
for the 15years, you've gone to a better place.
or awaiting to enter, that better place.
i've grown, into this man.
may i be respected or hated, i know this much.
that i am living this life, in hopes i am a testimony.
that you inspired, this son of yours.
to at least, be half as good as you.
i grew up, hearing only stories.
they still talk about you, the great man that you have been.
bad or good, the good things you done shines.
they shine in my eyes, they live in mine heart.
so imagine me, growing up.
knowing only, that the only person that is.
both my mother, and father is my mother.
my SUPERWOMAN, but still the lessons i learnt.
from the stories of yourself, are priceless.
your patience, bypass anyone i know.
your humility, bypass those alive today.
your presence, still lingers in the heart.
of those who remember you, Hamzah bin Abdul Rahman.
090509.
the day it became official, i have a father now.
eventhough he's only a stepfather, he has been nice.
please take good care of my mother, she needs it.
i salute you, Othman.
the day it became official, i have a father now.
eventhough he's only a stepfather, he has been nice.
please take good care of my mother, she needs it.
i salute you, Othman.
" I have learnt that, if i don't want others to feel what I don't want to feel.
I should not hurt them, but in return.
Make them feel, how I want to feel "
amin.
I should not hurt them, but in return.
Make them feel, how I want to feel "
amin.
Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 11:31 PM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
i was hanging out at home.
caught this awesome movie on HBO.
it had a whole lot of beatles songs.
made me miss listening to them.
watch the movie, it is AWESOME.
here's the dvd cover, i'm going to get it soon.
AND AND AND.
it features a scouser.
LIVERPOOL !
i was hanging out at home.
caught this awesome movie on HBO.
it had a whole lot of beatles songs.
made me miss listening to them.
watch the movie, it is AWESOME.
here's the dvd cover, i'm going to get it soon.
AND AND AND.
it features a scouser.
LIVERPOOL !
talking about the beatles.
i remember reading John Lennon's words.
he is my favourite beatle.
not Paul McCartney.
not Ringo Starr.
not George Harrison.
John Lennon.
i remember reading what he said about dreams.
and i agree with him.
dreams are made, and then chased.
nobody's going to help you get it.
here it is :
i remember reading John Lennon's words.
he is my favourite beatle.
not Paul McCartney.
not Ringo Starr.
not George Harrison.
John Lennon.
i remember reading what he said about dreams.
and i agree with him.
dreams are made, and then chased.
nobody's going to help you get it.
here it is :
" You make your own dream.
That's the Beatles' story, isn't it? That's Yoko's story.
That's what I'm saying now. Produce your own dream.
If you want to save Peru, go save Peru.
It's quite possible to do anything,
but not to put it on the leaders and the parking meters.
Don't expect Jimmy Carter or Ronald Reagan or John Lennon or
Yoko Ono or Bob Dylan or Jesus Christ to come and do it for you.
You have to do it yourself.
That's what the great masters and mistresses have been saying ever since time began.
They can point the way, leave signposts and little instructions in various books that are
now called holy and worshipped for the cover of the book and not for what it says,
but the instructions are all there for all to see, have always been and always will be.
There's nothing new under the sun.
All the roads lead to Rome. And people cannot provide it for you.
I can't wake you up. You can wake you up.
I can't cure you.You can cure you. "
i believe in him.
and every second of my life.
i curse the person that shot him.
killed him, took away the dream of this young boy.
who might actually get to meet him.
if he was alive and kicking right now.
if Paul McCartney could live up till now.
why not him, right?
well love.
i am making one last stance.
to believe, that you are real.
and that you are pure.
don't take this away.
don't.
i am making one last stance.
to believe, that you are real.
and that you are pure.
don't take this away.
don't.
amin.
Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 11:07 PM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
What is life, without having dreams.
What is living, if you got nothing to live for.
What is achieving, without you believing you can.
Then you come to think, what is this life for?
It ain't that hard to dream, and to have dream.
Whether it is logical, or illogical.
A dream IS a dream, no matter how it is perceived.
But no matter how many dreams you have, or had.
What matters is, do you believe in your dream?
Is your dream worth dying for, fighting for?
Do you, believe in that dream you have.
Do you believe in it so much, that you are willing.
Willing to go that extra mile, knowing that someday somehow.
You are going to achieve it.
You are going to live it.
You are going to enjoy it.
Once you do have dreams, and you believe in it.
Are you going to betray it, and thinking that it was all false hope.
Or are you going to go after it, making sure you succeed.
In every dream you have, the path you take.
The steps you make, and the places you go to.
Surely there are, hurdles.
Obstacles, to go through.
Then you start to think, you start to disbelief.
" Am i going to give up, or should i step up? "
" Am i going to die trying, or leave unstatisfied? "
" Is this path i want, or is this just a waste of time? "
The questions never end, it just keeps on piling.
Piling and piling, and it does not seem to be stopping.
What happens then?
In this solemn state, i pray.
And i know, it does not help waiting.
For miracles, because we make those miracles.
We make our chances, and we break our cycle.
" Have you given up yours, my son? "
I surely know, i have not.
But contribute to it, i have not.
I realize now, what have i done.
Is stop, believing.
I can only have self pittance, for myself.
Because, i have done nothing now.
For miracles, because we make those miracles.
We make our chances, and we break our cycle.
" Have you given up yours, my son? "
I surely know, i have not.
But contribute to it, i have not.
I realize now, what have i done.
Is stop, believing.
I can only have self pittance, for myself.
Because, i have done nothing now.
To help myself, to achieve my dream.
I shall die trying, i shall not regret.
Life is just not worth living, with regret.
All in all, i want him to look at me.
From where ever he is at, heaven's door i suppose.
Smiling, and say.
I shall die trying, i shall not regret.
Life is just not worth living, with regret.
All in all, i want him to look at me.
From where ever he is at, heaven's door i suppose.
Smiling, and say.
" Now that's my boy, living his dream and always believing he can. "
Daddy, i miss you.
Eventhough, i do not know you.
Life's been tough, without you here.
But i'm holding up well, living this life for you.
My dreams are your dreams, and i shall not stop.
For you are, my beacon of hope and belief.
I'll sing my way through, i'll make sure i pull through.
I love you.
Eventhough, i do not know you.
Life's been tough, without you here.
But i'm holding up well, living this life for you.
My dreams are your dreams, and i shall not stop.
For you are, my beacon of hope and belief.
I'll sing my way through, i'll make sure i pull through.
I love you.
" Don't give up on your dreams, don't live your life thinking what if. "
amin.
amin.
