bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.

i don't see the reason why.
this cycle has to go the alternate way.
why it has to go beyond reason.
and make us all live in denial.
live in the absolute absence of sense.
and then, all of us just move along.
like time has yet to move at all.

what i see today.
isn't what i saw yesterday.
i know everyday is a different experience.
all in all, it is never the same two days.
no matter how much you think you're stuck in a worm hole.
where time does not move.

in yesterday, life was simpler.
nothing changes this cycle.
a man marries a woman.
and a woman delivers her child.
and the child lives his/her deprived.
or not.
but then again, it is their own life.

i am caught in this cycle.
but it is only natural.
to move a little.
change IS inevitable.
but unnecessary change is just too.
pornographic?
sadistic?

what say you?
i would like to know.
it is not impossible.
to know what you have known.
to find out what you have found out.
try.
but for certain.

i am failing.
falling.
are you?

echo that mimic.
i'll see you in the twilight of my life.

amin.

going to OASIS concert, was like a dream.
not a dream, as in aspiration.
but a dream, that comes when you sleep.
couldn't believe there were right before my eyes.

Arck was already crying, couldn't blame him.
he is one of the biggest fans i know, he knows OASIS.
like from what they like, to what they don't like.
what they do, what they don't do.
for example, alot of the fans there.
didn't know why he shouted "MAN CITY".
OASIS were from there, and supported them.
NOT MANCHESTER UNITED.
glad enough.

Rizal and myself were like, is this real.
Rizal was adamant that the indonesian chick.
beside him, was beautiful.
he regrets not asking for her number, LOL!
i noticed a few girls, TOTALLY not interested.
esp the chinese girl who squeezed beside me.
she ONLY sang 3 songs, other than that.
she just raised her hand and stare up stage!

i was forever waiting for Falling Down and Importance of Being Idle.
when they performed Importance, i was like jumping the highest.
above everyone else, I SANG THE WHOLE SONG THROUGH!!
lol, i closed my eyes and sang as loudly.
the girl on my right side, talked to her bf.
"why is he singing liddat?"
in malay, i ignored.
haha, i'm bloody excited about the song.
then came Falling Down.
when it started, most around me were like"err?"
the song is from the new album, can't blame.
but i shouted Falling Down, LOUDLY!!
after the concert, my friends from PEN A said they heard me.
woo!
that means OASIS hears me too, LOL!

but but, even though we didn't get to grab Liam's two tambourines.
or even his towel, or Noel's towel.
fyi, a Caucasian was like proud he got Liam's towel.
he saw me holding the poster, and said.
"You got their poster, i got Liam Gallagher's towel. How about that?"
haha, couldn't blame him for being estatic.
what me and Arck got was.
Liam staring at us.
four Caucasians were in front of me, laughing and all.
Liam stared at them, i raised my hand.
and showed PEACE to him.
he changed his direction to stare at me and ARCK.
woo~!

seriously, it was AMAZING.
out of this world experience.
so in total i went to 3 concerts.
Incubus.
Ungu.
Oasis.
sad that i am broke, and i can't go to Kaiser Chiefs.
which is tonight, i want to here my favourite song song!!
NEVER MISS A BEAT!!
haha.

okay well, after the concert.
went to meet Shai and the Twins and Joel.
not Joel Lee, another Joel.
me, Shai, twins and Arck.
we hung out, because the twins entering NS today.
just now at 10am.
Jalan Bahar Camp, fireman twins.
haha!
we hung out, then i was hungry.
they accompanied me eat instant noodles.
Shai showed us videos, haha!
Wondergirls sensation.
Nobody.
but yeahh, Wondergirls are hot.
esp after knowing their ages.
HAHA!

bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.

i don't see the reason why.
this cycle has to go the alternate way.
why it has to go beyond reason.
and make us all live in denial.
live in the absolute absence of sense.
and then, all of us just move along.
like time has yet to move at all.

what i see today.
isn't what i saw yesterday.
i know everyday is a different experience.
all in all, it is never the same two days.
no matter how much you think you're stuck in a worm hole.
where time does not move.

in yesterday, life was simpler.
nothing changes this cycle.
a man marries a woman.
and a woman delivers her child.
and the child lives his/her deprived.
or not.
but then again, it is their own life.

i am caught in this cycle.
but it is only natural.
to move a little.
change IS inevitable.
but unnecessary change is just too.
pornographic?
sadistic?

what say you?
i would like to know.
it is not impossible.
to know what you have known.
to find out what you have found out.
try.
but for certain.

i am failing.
falling.
are you?

echo that mimic.
i'll see you in the twilight of my life.

amin.

going to OASIS concert, was like a dream.
not a dream, as in aspiration.
but a dream, that comes when you sleep.
couldn't believe there were right before my eyes.

Arck was already crying, couldn't blame him.
he is one of the biggest fans i know, he knows OASIS.
like from what they like, to what they don't like.
what they do, what they don't do.
for example, alot of the fans there.
didn't know why he shouted "MAN CITY".
OASIS were from there, and supported them.
NOT MANCHESTER UNITED.
glad enough.

Rizal and myself were like, is this real.
Rizal was adamant that the indonesian chick.
beside him, was beautiful.
he regrets not asking for her number, LOL!
i noticed a few girls, TOTALLY not interested.
esp the chinese girl who squeezed beside me.
she ONLY sang 3 songs, other than that.
she just raised her hand and stare up stage!

i was forever waiting for Falling Down and Importance of Being Idle.
when they performed Importance, i was like jumping the highest.
above everyone else, I SANG THE WHOLE SONG THROUGH!!
lol, i closed my eyes and sang as loudly.
the girl on my right side, talked to her bf.
"why is he singing liddat?"
in malay, i ignored.
haha, i'm bloody excited about the song.
then came Falling Down.
when it started, most around me were like"err?"
the song is from the new album, can't blame.
but i shouted Falling Down, LOUDLY!!
after the concert, my friends from PEN A said they heard me.
woo!
that means OASIS hears me too, LOL!

but but, even though we didn't get to grab Liam's two tambourines.
or even his towel, or Noel's towel.
fyi, a Caucasian was like proud he got Liam's towel.
he saw me holding the poster, and said.
"You got their poster, i got Liam Gallagher's towel. How about that?"
haha, couldn't blame him for being estatic.
what me and Arck got was.
Liam staring at us.
four Caucasians were in front of me, laughing and all.
Liam stared at them, i raised my hand.
and showed PEACE to him.
he changed his direction to stare at me and ARCK.
woo~!

seriously, it was AMAZING.
out of this world experience.
so in total i went to 3 concerts.
Incubus.
Ungu.
Oasis.
sad that i am broke, and i can't go to Kaiser Chiefs.
which is tonight, i want to here my favourite song song!!
NEVER MISS A BEAT!!
haha.

okay well, after the concert.
went to meet Shai and the Twins and Joel.
not Joel Lee, another Joel.
me, Shai, twins and Arck.
we hung out, because the twins entering NS today.
just now at 10am.
Jalan Bahar Camp, fireman twins.
haha!
we hung out, then i was hungry.
they accompanied me eat instant noodles.
Shai showed us videos, haha!
Wondergirls sensation.
Nobody.
but yeahh, Wondergirls are hot.
esp after knowing their ages.
HAHA!