Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ 11:40 PM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
Starlight starbright, life lost all in fright.
All may seem so strong and sturdy, deep inside all weak and murky.
To spend this life, in all and all.
To not get lost, and not get tossed.
In dreams that are ever so vast, moving ever so fast.
He.
Never afraid to try, just careful never to cry.
For once he tries to live so free, but again he's caught among tall trees.
And he asks.
"Ever felt afraid, to just be afraid?
This fear I live in.
Leaves me begging always."
Salvaging true love, means to love without obligations.
To not care of what you see, but to be contented of they are.
Then again, mind those who loved.
His sanctuary crumbles, just afraid to fall in love.
Maybe afraid to be left hanging, and live in a lie like before.
He doesn't know if he should give his all, don't know if he should be so strong.
In stories he is told, love is ever so bold.
Concludes.
Materials of this new age destroys purity, looking for another sanctuary.
And I still believe in principles, that makes me who I am right now.
amin.
Starlight starbright, life lost all in fright.
All may seem so strong and sturdy, deep inside all weak and murky.
To spend this life, in all and all.
To not get lost, and not get tossed.
In dreams that are ever so vast, moving ever so fast.
He.
Never afraid to try, just careful never to cry.
For once he tries to live so free, but again he's caught among tall trees.
And he asks.
"Ever felt afraid, to just be afraid?
This fear I live in.
Leaves me begging always."
Salvaging true love, means to love without obligations.
To not care of what you see, but to be contented of they are.
Then again, mind those who loved.
His sanctuary crumbles, just afraid to fall in love.
Maybe afraid to be left hanging, and live in a lie like before.
He doesn't know if he should give his all, don't know if he should be so strong.
In stories he is told, love is ever so bold.
Concludes.
Materials of this new age destroys purity, looking for another sanctuary.
And I still believe in principles, that makes me who I am right now.
amin.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 2:58 AM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
Heal me.
I’m heartsick.
I’m hungry and I'm broken.
I'm haunted, and weeping the blood of heaven flowing like a river tonight.
Tears I can't fight on my own.
I'm a haunted heathen.
I’m hung and barely breathing.
The drowning ocean.
Snuff the sun in motion.
I’m hungry and I'm broken.
I'm haunted, and weeping the blood of heaven flowing like a river tonight.
Tears I can't fight on my own.
I'm a haunted heathen.
I’m hung and barely breathing.
The drowning ocean.
Snuff the sun in motion.
There’s a pill on my tongue.
A shot from a gun, the bottle's bottom, I'm lonely as a star.
Heal me.
I’m heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.
I'm heartsick.
Father, free me.
Mama woman feed me
A child of fury.
Lost his way but don't worry I won't stop 'til the dawn.
I've been too long on the run.
I grow strong, and restless as a storm
Heal me.
I’m heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.
I'm heartsick.
Heal me.
I'm heartsick.
I'm hungry and I'm broken.
I'm haunted, and weeping.
The blood of heaven flowing like a river tonight.
Tears I can't fight on my own.
Heal me.
I’m heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.
I'm heartsick.
Heal me.
I’m heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.
I'm heartsick.
Back to camp.
Pasir Ris Crescent Seconday 3.
Get ready to meet.
ZEE, THE GREAT.
haha.
PEACE!
amin.
Pasir Ris Crescent Seconday 3.
Get ready to meet.
ZEE, THE GREAT.
haha.
PEACE!
amin.
Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
woo.
doing tons and tons of camps i think.
i'm super sorry to the netizens who read this blog.
im rarely online nowadays yea?
to all of you.
i'm doing great.
this year surely going to school.
and NOT going to NS so soon.
haha.
those who are close can text me yea?
i have tons of pictures to upload but so little time yea?
love you readers.
rock on!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 12:49 AM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
January 2009.
How many more losses can i take?
I'm off for another camp.
Just text if you need me.
Phases in life, you just can't escape.
Death is just one of 'em.
amin.
January 2009.
How many more losses can i take?
I'm off for another camp.
Just text if you need me.
Phases in life, you just can't escape.
Death is just one of 'em.
amin.
Friday, January 9, 2009 @ 7:28 AM
Bismillah-ir Rahman-ir Rahim.
Camp was tremendously fun.
To my secondary 3 Bedok North students.
You rocked my world.
And I apologise.
Because maybe some of you.
Don't deserved to be shouted at.
I had great time with you people.
The best of your years has yet to come.
Only that you met me at the start.
"I'll find you, don't try to find me."
To the one who passed.
And i missed your burial.
I am sorry.
But I know you are at a better place.
And I pray you will find.
All that you need.
By his side.
You left me fond memories.
Eventhough we are not close.
Magic tricks.
Which I fell for as a kid.
Your smile embeded.
In this tiny heart of mine.
You made a difference.
Camp was tremendously fun.
To my secondary 3 Bedok North students.
You rocked my world.
And I apologise.
Because maybe some of you.
Don't deserved to be shouted at.
I had great time with you people.
The best of your years has yet to come.
Only that you met me at the start.
"I'll find you, don't try to find me."
To the one who passed.
And i missed your burial.
I am sorry.
But I know you are at a better place.
And I pray you will find.
All that you need.
By his side.
You left me fond memories.
Eventhough we are not close.
Magic tricks.
Which I fell for as a kid.
Your smile embeded.
In this tiny heart of mine.
You made a difference.
Seven Pounds.
Extraordinary movie.
I loved Will Smith eversince his Bad Boys movie.
Great movies he has done.
But lately i realised that his movies have backtracks.
Which is totally splendid.
EVERYONE.
I emphasis everyone.
Should watch seven pounds.
Almost made me cry.
Totally inspiring and meaningful.
Not just another wasteful movie.
Extraordinary movie.
I loved Will Smith eversince his Bad Boys movie.
Great movies he has done.
But lately i realised that his movies have backtracks.
Which is totally splendid.
EVERYONE.
I emphasis everyone.
Should watch seven pounds.
Almost made me cry.
Totally inspiring and meaningful.
Not just another wasteful movie.
Reading Brisingr.
Third inheritence book of Eragon.
Can't wait to find out how it ends.
The book itself is a gift.
I consider it a New Year Gift.
By my lovely short adorable sister.
Nadia Rifhan Hamzah.
I know I am not always at home.
But the whole family is always on my mind.
And when i mean whole.
I mean whole.
I LOVE MY FAMILY.
Aku Anak Hamzah.
Aku Cucu Alijah.
Aku Yazier Nifail Hamzah.
amin.
Third inheritence book of Eragon.
Can't wait to find out how it ends.
The book itself is a gift.
I consider it a New Year Gift.
By my lovely short adorable sister.
Nadia Rifhan Hamzah.
I know I am not always at home.
But the whole family is always on my mind.
And when i mean whole.
I mean whole.
I LOVE MY FAMILY.
Aku Anak Hamzah.
Aku Cucu Alijah.
Aku Yazier Nifail Hamzah.
amin.