Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 6:16 AM
bismillah-ir rahman-ir rahim.
The Moment - Safetysuit
From when I wake in the morning till I go and I fall asleep each night
I fight to hold onto a love that is inside
Because my past is like a nightmare that I never can escape
And I can't wait till I wake up so I can fall back asleep
And I don’t understand what happened between you and me but
You will probably end up with someone half as good as me so
I don’t care if you want to look in my eyes and say hello
You were blind to me now I’m blind to you
So now I wait for a moment when I know that there is no one left to see
All the hurt that’s inside me and the reason that I need
I need to let go of the things I see that have always let me fall
And I cannot find my way home no because I’m already home
I don’t know what you need
But I know you’re listening now
And I don’t care what you think
Because you didn’t think to care about me
Great song, great lyrics. Well, i always find the RIGHT songs for the RIGHT occasion don't i? Haha, so cocky but hey. It's true, period. But the occasion is kinda long over, but it still hurts. And this song is exactly how i feel, seriously. I have moved on, like in the song swing swing by allamericanrejects. And my pampering, isn't like other guy's pampering. They know.
Lately life has made me topsy turvy again, and i'm left with choosing. It's confusing though, given the right signs. But i don't know if those signs, are saying love and affection or just friendship. Because there is this kind of closure, that just CLICKS with you so well from the very start. It is so very hard to get, seriously. You can meet any random person, and try talking to them. It's ever likely that you can feel like, as if talking to your bestfriend with that random person.
And it feels like talking to my bestfriend, and bullying . feels like bullying my bestfriend. And pampering . feels like, pampering my bestfriend. Irritate . like i irritate my bestfriend, but i don't want . to be my bestfriend. Because i already have a bestfriend that i confide in, and she is Siti Adrianyanty. Something more special, i need . to be.
There is always this wall, right infront of me. That blocks my path, always. And when i thought i had broke through that wall, i get kicked and smacked in the face back out that wall. And after that, the wall is impenetrable. Now again, the wall is back. And this time, i am afraid. AND! I am afraid to be afraid, so i have to try. And i hope i prevail this time round, i'm doing this for . .
amin.
The Moment - Safetysuit
From when I wake in the morning till I go and I fall asleep each night
I fight to hold onto a love that is inside
Because my past is like a nightmare that I never can escape
And I can't wait till I wake up so I can fall back asleep
And I don’t understand what happened between you and me but
You will probably end up with someone half as good as me so
I don’t care if you want to look in my eyes and say hello
You were blind to me now I’m blind to you
So now I wait for a moment when I know that there is no one left to see
All the hurt that’s inside me and the reason that I need
I need to let go of the things I see that have always let me fall
And I cannot find my way home no because I’m already home
I don’t know what you need
But I know you’re listening now
And I don’t care what you think
Because you didn’t think to care about me
Great song, great lyrics. Well, i always find the RIGHT songs for the RIGHT occasion don't i? Haha, so cocky but hey. It's true, period. But the occasion is kinda long over, but it still hurts. And this song is exactly how i feel, seriously. I have moved on, like in the song swing swing by allamericanrejects. And my pampering, isn't like other guy's pampering. They know.
Lately life has made me topsy turvy again, and i'm left with choosing. It's confusing though, given the right signs. But i don't know if those signs, are saying love and affection or just friendship. Because there is this kind of closure, that just CLICKS with you so well from the very start. It is so very hard to get, seriously. You can meet any random person, and try talking to them. It's ever likely that you can feel like, as if talking to your bestfriend with that random person.
And it feels like talking to my bestfriend, and bullying . feels like bullying my bestfriend. And pampering . feels like, pampering my bestfriend. Irritate . like i irritate my bestfriend, but i don't want . to be my bestfriend. Because i already have a bestfriend that i confide in, and she is Siti Adrianyanty. Something more special, i need . to be.
There is always this wall, right infront of me. That blocks my path, always. And when i thought i had broke through that wall, i get kicked and smacked in the face back out that wall. And after that, the wall is impenetrable. Now again, the wall is back. And this time, i am afraid. AND! I am afraid to be afraid, so i have to try. And i hope i prevail this time round, i'm doing this for . .
amin.
